Started therapy today. So grateful for somebody to talk to. Somebody to take the time to "listen" to me today which requires patience since my answers come in the form of painstakingly slow keystrokes on my Tobii or by referring to my blog posts. Not many people have that kind of patience. Today, I feel some relief.
She asked some questions and I found my own answers interesting.
When asked about how I'm able to forgive my husband for all of the lies, abuse (both mental and physical), the abandonments, the exclusions from family life, giving away my property without permission, for misrepresenting the facts to my family and his, friends, police, EMT's, social workers, doctors, nurses, and PCT's (CNAs) to further his own interests? I said, "God. Knowledge of psychology. Addiction behavior. Dysfunction. Self. My personal search for answers for my own unacceptable behavior."
She asked some questions and I found my own answers interesting.
When asked about how I'm able to forgive my husband for all of the lies, abuse (both mental and physical), the abandonments, the exclusions from family life, giving away my property without permission, for misrepresenting the facts to my family and his, friends, police, EMT's, social workers, doctors, nurses, and PCT's (CNAs) to further his own interests? I said, "God. Knowledge of psychology. Addiction behavior. Dysfunction. Self. My personal search for answers for my own unacceptable behavior."
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